Organ Donor by Stella Bridie

I lowered myself to the floor
I raised my chin and asked for more
I begged to get to see it through
To spend my life miserable with you

But by the time I’m 29
My body will turn back to mine
What damage can it do till then
If I see you in everything

If you’re so scared to be alone
Then just become an organ donor
You’re so scared to be alone
Why won’t you be my organ donor?

You’re picturing me bleeding out
Even this makes you hate me now
And everybody else can see
You losing your patience with me

And nothing is more sickening
Than talking me through everything
Than clutching at my playing hand
Then never touching me again

I stood for hours on the street
To make your touch seem warm to me
So nobody can say that I
Did anything but fucking try

If you’re so scared to be alone
Then just become an organ donor
You’re so scared to be alone
Why won’t you be my organ donor?

And no one ever asks for you
But I still feel it all, I do
I keep the moment on repeat
Till it becomes nothing to me

• Alternative
• dream pop
• indie pop
• indie rock
• Melbourne