APOPTOSIS by N!

Tracklist

1.	Station to Station	12:02

2.	Carbon Service	4:38

3.	Wire (The Anxiety Song)	1:51

4.	If You Have to Ask (ft. Wane)	3:25

5.	English Girls	3:34

6.	Waiting for the Day	3:52

7.	Hellion	3:27

8.	The Uncommon & The Infinite (ft. Shipwreck Detective)	11:22

9.	The Duke is Dead	3:16

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Credits

released December 30, 2025

N! is Matt Carney.
All tracks produced by Matt Scott Carney in San Francisco, CA, 2025.

"Station to Station" written and originally performed by David Bowie.
"If You Have to Ask" written by Bowie, Carney, and Clayton Curtice.
"The Uncommon & The Infinite" written by Carney and Dev Bhat.
All other songs written by Carney.

"The Uncommon & The Infinite" is adapted from its first appearance in Club Chicxulub Journal, Vol. 4: Limbo as the score for an excerpt from Muriel Leung's apocalyptic lyric novel "How to Fall in Love in a Time of Unnameable Disaster.”

Carney: Engineering, guitar, keyboards, Microfreak (track 2), mixing, piano (tracks 7, 8), production, Reason 11 programming, vocals, backup vocals.
Clayton Curtice: Guitar (track 4).
Dev Bhat: Moog (track 8), treatments (track 8), production (track 8).
Lauren C. Johnson: Vocals (Track 1, 6).

Special thanks to Jennifer Touch for production advice on "Hellion."

Cover art by Creamy Skeletons.
Photography by Giovanna Lomanto.

Dedicated to Heather Ann Porter †

Copyright 2025 Matt Scott Carney ••••• ҉ ••••• Neutrons, ltd.

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